i havent been updated my blog for weeks ~~...
kind of lazy...
but had too many things happen during this weeks...

the biggest news is js n chris broke up...
it might be the biggest shocks when i heard it..
they had been 2gether for 2 yr +++
i didnt expect they will break...
they seems so loving ..
but last mins told me love is fading between them...

it was too hurting...
but it is life...
should we all have to accept it..?
perhaps i will slowing to accept it...
ray is scared one day we will also face the situation as like tat..
i think it will...
i dont know when...
but at least treasure the time we being 2gether..

jia you js
..
u can go through it!!

elaine birthday is coming..i really have no idea wat to get her...
hmmm.
lets hope she will like it...
^^

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
8:41 AM

Monday, September 7, 2009

>.<

Semster is coming to the end..
i got another semster before i graduate from TP

aiyo ..
i really dont know how i should go~~~

hmmm...
now chiong my report n prepare to work hard to earn $$$ ^^

ganbante~~

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
7:08 AM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I am back!!
i am kind of lazy to update my blog~~

ok..
i roughly said of wat i have done over the weeks..

hmmm..
recently, ray n i always had some conflict over small things..
i hope we will slolwy be adjust back.
Tuesday was my lunar birthday, i supposed to go over mama there for dinner..
However, cloudie and juliana all sick...*(must be bad weather )
and i dont mind to replace them ...so can let them have a good rest without thinking of no 1 can replace them at all...
so on the wednesday, i went over to mama with bro ..
we got a dinner together and quite happy..
mama cooked 寿面for me.though it didnt have alot of ingredients inside..
but i can feel the warmth within my heart..
it had been a long time since didnt eat mama's cooks...
but i dont blame parents at all...
i know they wanna give us the best...
有的必有失。。。
i am sure bro n i share the same thing...

o ya...
anything is regarding the 佛堂trip to taiwan for 10 days.
I was always in dilemma ..
I confused of wat decision i want to do..
i do want to go cause i really think i didnt go to fo tang for a long time and really want to find a peaceful place for resting my mind ..
but...
the reason y i cant go is....
working ...
i scare i might not have money for next month spending ~~>~.
haizz.z.z...

anyway i already decided to go ~!!!
this is a very speical experience~~~...
i have to GO!!!

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
6:42 PM

Monday, August 17, 2009

i dont know y i am so emo after the whole event..
Friday it really would be my most vulerable time in my life...

Thanks to all the people who brighten my life..

I nv ever imagine that it will happen 1 day...

I know my dar dar, my dearest galfriends wanna do their best to make a very speical day for me...

i suprised when dar dar book the arenda chalet for me, i saw my poly friends came, i saw all the friends all give me faces if even we are not close at all..
i really touched by all these things

When i thought there would be all.
I could not stop crying when i saw jas n rick came..
my tears just flowing down without control.they are the most speical person that i wanna c..

After that, i really cant turn off my emotional at all..
i saw jes and all the staffs came n brought a cake with my face on it...

i cried again...whole processes was crying..

i really cant beleive i am such lucky to meet all the wonderful people in my whole 21 years..

I really cant imagine it is happened on me..

thought my sec life sux...
always bullied by people...

i think my luckiest thing in my life is to meet those friends n colleague in my life..
that is enough of all~~~

those cant able to attend the chalet, I still recieve your blessing.

today i recieve lots lots of wishing from friends, ex bfs..
really for rmbing my birthday...
thanks alot for all the wishes..`~~~

I shared all my wishes n blessing.hope everyone is happy everyday~~

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
1:21 AM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

am i always the one give u stress???

am i u burden to you~?/

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
9:17 AM

haiz....

Sleepy everyday..
today slept for 2 times in the lab :P..
shuang~~~

i forgot wat i wanna update for my blog ~~.
anyway..
just tok crapspsps..~~~


I have not idea wat i wanna do after graduate lei~~

i also dont know wat i can do~~...

haizz....
no future~~~..
sianzz..

should i just wait and .....

aiyo ..

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
12:34 AM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

argh~~~~

i very sleepy la~
i didnt really sleep well lo~~..
mama n bro they were watching grandfather's funeral VCD inside my room..
then i got peeked on it la..
then also very sad...
haiz.z..
then tears just flowing down ~~
sad...
miss grandfather..
rmb the last time he told us was to help mama n take care of mama..


he already left us few months ago..
but i still feel that he is around...
mama also miss him so much~~~

life just like story...

how many characters do i have?

' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you-*
8:46 PM